Choosing to love
There were moments I chose Of joy and tears too close to my heart, to share with you Hoping it will ignite a few sparks of our old love But it only drove The stake further in my heart I wish I never had from the start Its an unbearable pain I bear with a smile Coz even if your heart has turned bile My love was pure, & will always remain so No matter what behaviour you show I’ll hold on to something that was true My love and care were genuine for you You can stay as long as you want A place in my heart I’ll forever grant Sweet words of farewell are never enough Through tears I pray to be rid of The guilt of being a burden on you The man who once loved me true I am scared to let go you see You were once so dear to me I am worried if you’d feel alone What if loneliness becomes your home I’d rather not move on Even if I am so torn My happiness over yours A selfish choice in due course To abandon a promise made Between our eyes, words unsaid Does it still exist? Does o...